When I should be working and buying books for school... this happens instead
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
Jesus and Joy
At the times of greatest inner conflict, deep in the moments of bitter frustration, when heartache and other companions like shame, guilt and pessimism are ruling the day, finding a thought that somehow resembles joy can feel like utter impossibility. I know the feeling. I know how it feels to have an emotional state that is consistent with joy feel like it's oceans away. Why?
I have a sincere motivation to write some things in the near future about the topic of sin head on. This is mainly inspired by a first complete watching of the movie Schindler's List and my personal and intellectual response to the brutality portrayed in that film. Of course, the brutality portrayed is not far from the truth or in some circumstances maybe not close enough to the truth. Regardless, it brings about in everyone's mind, (I mean a serious look at the holocaust) the fact that we must face the reality of sin. In looking closely at man's inhumanity to man and a total disregard and dispassionate concern for life the reality of sin stares you back dead in the face. Hungry for you. In some ways, revealing you're own heart.
Getting back to joy...
I feel like Jesus took great pains to let us know in the Bible that one of the things that would result from following Him would be joy. (John 15:11, John 10:10) First, think about the things that rob your joy. Most of them combat what God would have for you. Maybe 90% of the things that interfere with joy, with happiness everlasting, are because of sin - the fallen imperfect state of something. That's one way to look at it. The other way is to look at Jesus and very simply... receive joy. Sound to simple to be relevant? I'd like to challenge that notion, but before I do. I'd just like to think of Jesus right now and know that I know Him. Ahhh... Joy. I'm not kidding real joy right now, in this room. Where sin and affliction and self-love over God-love was prevailing; the joy of Jesus has just overrun.
I dig this one part in Braveheart a whole lot. It's at the end when Hamish (the big guy) is treating his father who is dying from a strenuous battle lost at Stirling. His Dad looks at him and through the tough facade that he has throughout the whole movie, he breaks down and says "I'm dying." As Hamish begins to refuse this reality his father looks at him dead in the eye and gives it to him straight saying: "I've lived long enough to live proud... free. I'm a happy man."
Here's the point of all of this. When we see our sins and what has been visited upon them by our faith in Christ, and we look at the reality of Jesus in us and conquering our sins, our fears, our everything that assaults our opportunity of joy, then we connect with the joy that Jesus provides. If inside we give life to our pain, if we routinely sow to the flesh and if we think about what we're really worth we'll come away battered and bruised. If we see Jesus conquering everything and if we allow ourselves to be conquered by Him, our joy becomes more and more full. If you're life were ending now, would you look the present company in the eye and say with full sincerity, "I'm a happy man."?
I have a sincere motivation to write some things in the near future about the topic of sin head on. This is mainly inspired by a first complete watching of the movie Schindler's List and my personal and intellectual response to the brutality portrayed in that film. Of course, the brutality portrayed is not far from the truth or in some circumstances maybe not close enough to the truth. Regardless, it brings about in everyone's mind, (I mean a serious look at the holocaust) the fact that we must face the reality of sin. In looking closely at man's inhumanity to man and a total disregard and dispassionate concern for life the reality of sin stares you back dead in the face. Hungry for you. In some ways, revealing you're own heart.
Getting back to joy...
I feel like Jesus took great pains to let us know in the Bible that one of the things that would result from following Him would be joy. (John 15:11, John 10:10) First, think about the things that rob your joy. Most of them combat what God would have for you. Maybe 90% of the things that interfere with joy, with happiness everlasting, are because of sin - the fallen imperfect state of something. That's one way to look at it. The other way is to look at Jesus and very simply... receive joy. Sound to simple to be relevant? I'd like to challenge that notion, but before I do. I'd just like to think of Jesus right now and know that I know Him. Ahhh... Joy. I'm not kidding real joy right now, in this room. Where sin and affliction and self-love over God-love was prevailing; the joy of Jesus has just overrun.
I dig this one part in Braveheart a whole lot. It's at the end when Hamish (the big guy) is treating his father who is dying from a strenuous battle lost at Stirling. His Dad looks at him and through the tough facade that he has throughout the whole movie, he breaks down and says "I'm dying." As Hamish begins to refuse this reality his father looks at him dead in the eye and gives it to him straight saying: "I've lived long enough to live proud... free. I'm a happy man."
Here's the point of all of this. When we see our sins and what has been visited upon them by our faith in Christ, and we look at the reality of Jesus in us and conquering our sins, our fears, our everything that assaults our opportunity of joy, then we connect with the joy that Jesus provides. If inside we give life to our pain, if we routinely sow to the flesh and if we think about what we're really worth we'll come away battered and bruised. If we see Jesus conquering everything and if we allow ourselves to be conquered by Him, our joy becomes more and more full. If you're life were ending now, would you look the present company in the eye and say with full sincerity, "I'm a happy man."?
Thursday, August 19, 2010
First Post!
Hey everyone!
This is my first blog post... getting your feet wet with anything is difficult. hahaha so many times when I say "lets dive in" at Genesis its because of awkward transitional parts that I just want to skip. Like if my life was a dvd at that point, i'd just skip that part and move on to what i wanted to get to. Now that i'm rolling this blog thing isn't that hard. I hope to set up a series of consistent things here... some deep and serious talks, hopefully with a dialogue outcome. Hopefully some cool links to some sites.. which will hopefully happen once my internet is set up at 9 mountain ave... some avenues for getting personal prayer requests out, and some cool media that hits me really hard. I also have this cool program (which I will not mention here because its that cool, you must ask me about it personally) that cuts clips from dvd's. It's fantastic, so with that tool hopefully I can cut some clips from movies that I love and give you my thoughts on them, cuz honestly, most of the time when i'm watching stuff i have all this stuff exploding in my brain and i don't tell anyone in time and its gone for eternity. Not really talking about eternal coming down from on high, but i'm in pursuit of good conversation. Ok, time to go, I have day 5/6 work day ahead of me. Love you all and hopefully see you at Genesis!
-d
This is my first blog post... getting your feet wet with anything is difficult. hahaha so many times when I say "lets dive in" at Genesis its because of awkward transitional parts that I just want to skip. Like if my life was a dvd at that point, i'd just skip that part and move on to what i wanted to get to. Now that i'm rolling this blog thing isn't that hard. I hope to set up a series of consistent things here... some deep and serious talks, hopefully with a dialogue outcome. Hopefully some cool links to some sites.. which will hopefully happen once my internet is set up at 9 mountain ave... some avenues for getting personal prayer requests out, and some cool media that hits me really hard. I also have this cool program (which I will not mention here because its that cool, you must ask me about it personally) that cuts clips from dvd's. It's fantastic, so with that tool hopefully I can cut some clips from movies that I love and give you my thoughts on them, cuz honestly, most of the time when i'm watching stuff i have all this stuff exploding in my brain and i don't tell anyone in time and its gone for eternity. Not really talking about eternal coming down from on high, but i'm in pursuit of good conversation. Ok, time to go, I have day 5/6 work day ahead of me. Love you all and hopefully see you at Genesis!
-d
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